In loving memory of our beloved IVAN ONG PENG GHEE (1985 - 2005)

Today is the 2nd death anniversary of my close pal Ivan. Time really flies and he has gone for 2yrs... nothing much has changed but maybe the only thing lacking may be the jokes and laughter he brings to us... We really miss the times when we are staying overnight in schools running the camps and also the unforgetable trips we went. 2 yrs ago on the exact same date, I received a phone call from my friend who was at that time in Tekong serving his BMT. I was told that Ivan had collapsed after the run and have been send to the hospital but at that time i thought he would be fine as he's been free from health problems all along. But another phone call abt half an hr latr compounded my fears... Ivan is gone... Our brother gone... I was quite emotionally affected as i just couldn believe that someone who was actually having lunch and movie with us just 2 days b4 just left like that... I still remembered that i was shell-shocked and was staring into empty spaces for the whole afternoon when i was still in camp... I suppressed my tears until when i reached home and i realise that life is really vulnerable and we shd cherish those around us... haiz... just want to let him know that he will not be forgotten and we'll always remember the times we have together... Most importantly cherish and treasure those around you!!!!

Plenty of Gd things to cheer abt

First, today last day of my work le... thats really gd news (heaved a huge sigh of relief)... 'managed' to get all the jobs done... secondly, i got my streaming results le... gotten a place in where i wanted to go... haha thats another piece of gd news... now come the bad news... i will be seeing the 2 guys (qw and collin) i dreaded seeing for another 3 more yrs... haiz... kaoz... nv seems to be able to escape their shadow... they too shuai liao lah stand beside them also feel 'inferior' loh... haha anyway just feeling that this is quite a gd yr for me... everything i feel bad abt turned out to be fine and better then expected... perhaps there is this little angel sent from heaven watching over me bah... Thanks angel... Hope all the gd things keep coming so that i can have more post here... (+_=)

Made a TERRIBLE MISTAKE in taking up that job

sianz... accepted a job that really pays miserably and the jobscope is full of shit...
I didn know it was that bad until i went for the briefing... anyway took up the job already and its too late to whine now... I've learnt a valuable lesson here... always know wat is required of you b4 accepting any jobs... probably becos i was too bored at home and also didn want to dehydrate my savings or live off my parents that spurred me on to take up the job w/o second toughts... haiz... this is bad... I dunno how i am to complete this assignment... just hope that i am lucky enough to survive this ordeal...

2nd Day of ICT

oooh... got to stay out today.... ooh I'm dead tired... woke up early in the morning to do IPPT but in the end my name was not captured in the system... anyway... i followed the rest for the 2.4 run to test whether my stamina is still up to the standard... haha not bad for a guy like me who have slacked for almost 2 yrs... I came in with a silver timing but too bad my scores weren't taken down...
hmm... after 2 days in camp, I'm starting to have the feeling of being a soldier again(quite FJ rite)... while there are times when all of us really have nothing to do but this is the time that we actually share things with one another... today just picked up a few new card tricks and also learnt how to play texas poker... hahah at least we didn spend the time doing nothing slping hehe... okok tired... going to rest...

First day of ICT

hahaha today is the first day of my first ICT... it's very very slack... basically we spent hrs rushing but endds up waiting doing nothing in the bunks(slpZZZZ). Hmm its quite a waste of time bah... I just got the gut feeling the next few days will be like that too....
but gd enuf... we got a bunk full of specs hahaha all course mates last time...
too bad all too tired to actually talk... hmm next few days we'll have the privilege of staying out everyday hahaha... it sounds wonderful isnt it... okok thats for all gotta rush back to camp to prepare for tml's IPPT...

Back to the dreaded place

Tml will be the start of my first in camp trg as a NSMEN... Though it will be a five day slack camp, it will be hard for me and my comrades to take as we have underwent the intense civilian conversion course since our ord last yr.... And wats more, i got sick just days before the ICT... Wat a bad start and a bad omen!!! Anyway, this ICT is also something that gives all of us chance to come back together and slack and also reminisce those days when all of us underwent trg that we didn think we could have gone thru... Haha hope this 5 days passes really quickly and I will recover from my illness>>> sigh >> bye cya all in 5 days time...

WooHOO

Results released today... I feel sad and happy at the same time. I'm happy becos i didn dabao any subject but felt really sad becos i didn do well in the first sem and have to play catching up this sem and even though i did alright this sem, my overall gpa was dragged down by a certain extent. I just hope the next 2 sems will be better and i can carry on from what i achieved this sem. Hope all my frens did well and even if they dun, i would like to tell them nv give up and move on with it. Hmm at least now i got better mood to go for my in campt training now...

The D day draws near

haha... its been months since my last post...first let me make a comeback with something not interesting....hmm D day is tml we'll be getting our long awaited results. I dun have a gd feeling abt it since exams ended. I think i gonna dabao 1 module... haiz feeling miserable and nothings going well rite now... next wk still have to go back for in-camp-training which has screwed my plans for the hols till now. cant find job and my money reserves is running low...hmm even gotta cut short hair... haiz and theres clearly something missing in my life or probably that something that i miss so much... ha... i was so bored yesterday that i went to queue for donuts at donut factory.I was a little disappointed considering that i went there pretty early but 8 out of the 15 flavours available were sold out when its my turn to make the orders...haiz lesson learn here is to be even more ks...haiz lets not talk so much with my first post for months... will come back with more post soon...